october november december

Time flies very fast.

As fast as the wind.

hurmm..

story telling time i suppose??

well for the past 2 months since after raya was hanging out everyday with fathul wany syafiq cai ..

shishaing also almost everyday..

but theres one thing i need to get some clarification.

am i clapping one side of my own hand?

i promised to myself few years back not to fall in love with my own best buddy!

but now..it cannot hide from my eyes that i've already did.

ok ok its him.the one i used to have a crush on since i was in form 1.

who else la..its my second officer.

but i know things wud not happen now!but hopefully in the future yes??

i really love and care for him.. and i just really dooo..

sigh~~

wat else can i say if he dont have the same feelings towards me..

its kinda frustrating..but i cannot do anything rytee..

but i really want you to know dat i really really love you.

the pics on top..yeaaa they are my happiness

friends.

dear friends..

since after tioman we have yet to have a little fight among us!especially among the 3 of us (ting meera n aida) with you,girl who is standing alone.drpd bende ni kecik jdi la besar gajah!

meera : u have never shown any anger tp i glad wat u hav write in the msg!proud of u..sbb tuh i xnak reply..biar u je beta ngn die

aida : i know u have gone thru a lots of thick n thin during this period..but u have to remember..punca kite gado ngn die bukan sbb awak okay..kite x pernah nak salah kan awak pon..

n kau! : awak kite pon x salah kan awak if awak nak ckp kite go around n nyanyi pasal family awak..itu lantak awak la kan..i hav tried to fix things out tp awak kene ingat awak yg ego xnak jumpe kite.fine!im ok with it..kalau awak ckp kite g heboh heboh kan sal awak n fam..kite nak awak list down name satu per satu sape yg kite g citer!lepas tuh biar kite yg g jumpe dorg senndiri n tnye!jgn awak nak main tuduh je okay.agak agak la klu kite cite cousin awak sendiri yg kutuk pasal korng agak agak sape la lg malu ekk?haa?kalau bf awak senndiri pon ngadu sal awak kat kawan kawan awak sape malu?kite x salah awak pon..tp awak kene igt selagi awak x bgtaw name name org yg awak ckp kite g heboh sal awak..jgn ckp la kite ni kaki putar ke putar angin ke putar alam ke wat so ever la kan..awak igt kite xde bende lagi best ke nak cite drpd kite cite sal awak..eee tolong ahh..xde mase okay..baik aku lepak ngn kawan cite bende lain lagi faedah taw!and sorry la kalau awak terase pasal anjing menganjing tuh..ade ke kite sebut name awak..xde kan..so jgn la makan cili banyak sgt smpai awak terase pedas!nnt kasi seperigi air pon x cukup nak hilang kan pedas awak tuhh

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hurm nak start dengan bulan ape ye?

august la..

august 2010..

nothing much tp its the ramadhan month..everyone is so busy with ramadhan n raya's preparation!well this year's raya is not that fun..terutamanye on hari raya itself..boring okay..tahun ni sangat lah xde hala tuju..the night before raya i bawak la ayin pergi beli all the barang raya..we went to giant carrefour pasar mini keramat dll..da dpt sume brg i balik la ape lg..da ngntok tido tido and tido..hehehe..

on the raya morning x bwt ape ape pon..i was the first guest in ika's home..there i see ika angah abang abg.baim papa n mak..along abg.sham n reef x smpai lg..

then in the noon to baby's home..there is ibu baby alang mirul then came along along kakyati n zara..

makan makan makan layan hindustan ayin went to kubur arwah anep..da setahun lebih da arwah xde..

petang to wangsa walk tgk movie with baby mirul cicak kimie watched resident evil..it was best!n amazing..lepas tuh balik then kul 10 mcm tuh igt nak teman cicak tgk step up 3..tp sume tempat penuh as in wangsa walk pavilion klcc..end up we went to changkat with jep!

lepak till 3 in the morning and then we went to suzi's corner..makan n balik tido.baby starts to work on the 2nd day of raya..poor baby..

starts from 2nd day of raya the people i hangout with is fathul(along) chapeq(angah) azmir(bcik) cai(syahir) n aleya remains aleya..everynite we're having our own sweet time of shisha..

ouuhh ouhhh ouhhhh..during raya MAR texted me by saying hye!

hurmm..i was amazed..it was a long silent since the last time he has talked to me..n i feel so surprise n the feeling has come back ALIVE!i dunno y the hell i can still talk to him nicely after wat he had did..hurmm..sayang kot!tp i sayang my baby more la of corse!

and now i have started training with standard chartered bank!altho im still figuring out y the hell im in the banking industries!aaaaaaaaa its okie..i have to move on..

Life

Day by day has past.

everyday is a new chapter..

july is over now's already august..

so much of plan but cant be done yet..

ramadhan is coming..there is gonna be a lots of food at the bazaar..

cant wait for it..

a lots of probs came across as well..

fights..etc etc etc..

im missing everything that i used to hav..

but now?eben i lost my MAR..

well 2 months of break up really get into my nerves!

but yet we now baack again..but..

im still not satisfied cuz y the hell that bitch is still contacting himmm??

oh god..only u know the answer..

like what i said..dah tuka number lg mau save name betine tuh..

sorry la i da delete..huahuahuahua

i know i am not that good...

but for gods sake women..just back off cuz his mine!

bheheheehehhe..

am i clapping one side of my side?

dear MAR,i know there is sumting wrong sumwhere in between us.but i still can find out what is it..u went silent for a week already..when i text there is no reply..but when i text about work u did reply..n why was that??
u promised me a few thing..
if ur mrd u will never ever leave me as well..
if ur mrd u will still love me..
if ur mrd u wont stop thinking of me..
i used to receive text from u saying mish u n love u.
but now..there no more..
i waited day by day..
hour by hour
minute by minute
and
second by second..
but yet i dont receive any text msg from u anymore except for work wise..
and i wonder why was dat..
im feeling miserable day by day whenever i meet u here n there..
but u really need to know that i really really really
LOVE U AND I ALWAYS DO!

there's a promise i think u forget

on 24th april..the day u left me with a simple text msg.i agreed.n a month ago when were in a lil silly fight..i found sumbody who can really be wiith me everytime im in need.MAR was not the real name..MAR celebrated my birthday at jogoya,starhill.thank u..really appreciate it..

15th april 2010

happy birthday tingting!
u have turned 20th.
grandpa i missed u badly..

its been a year since u have left us..
u left me on my birthday..
and daddy said he left u on ur birthday its because ur the most beloved grand daughter..
dat is y he choosed ur birthday to go..
i was lucky to have a superbb grandpa like u..

well birthday wishes from all of you will be appreciated!
baby although i know there is sumting wrong in between us..
but im still loving you like i used to be..
we might have no faith..
but ur still my number one!

meera you left me for 2 week..
and i hope u will be back asap because there is a lots of stories which u need to know..
aida..u were always here by my side..
and i promised i will never forget every single bits of us being togethe
chika..although ur far but yet so near..
u were the one who cheer me up in skype..
and i love you for you being the real you..

meera : as for ur post on bestfren in ur blog..
i know im not the number one for u to tell ur feelings..
but as u sed im always number one who u find to cheer u up when ur down..
i appreciate dat darling..and i always DO..

yess aida is always mad at u for being the silly u..
but for frenship she just dont want u to get hurt..

lastly..this 20th birthday is very much unforgetable..
happy birthday tingting. :)